Just came back from my 2 days 1 night trip from Indonesia this morning.. Been so long since i last went overseas.. I couldn't even recalled when was the last time i actually stepped out of Singapore.. I just know that its been way too long..

The whole trip just consist of 5 people.. We all went there straight after duty on Tues morning.. That explains the tiredness that i'm experiencing now since i didn't really sleep well when i was there.. But of coz it was fun.. My colleague has a friend there so he was sort of our tour guide and stuff.. We traveled on his van and passed through the slums while on the way to the hotel.. Passing through the slums got me thinking that i'm lucky to be living in Singapore.. The roads were not maintained, hardly i see police post(saw only 1 suring my whole trip actually), people were selling newspapers by the road sides, no road traffic law and guess wad? There is even hardly a traffic light to be seen! LoL~! But my colleague told me that an accident dun occur.. I was like "O_0".. In Singapore, there is tons of traffic lights all over the place but we still get so many road traffic accidents.. Where's the law man? There are alot more of wad the people do in the slums.. Its really so much different from my own country.. Could say its like a "kampong" feeling.. Anyway me and my rota-mates enjoyed ourselves with drinks, food, KTV, a little bit of gambling and chilling out.. Kind of cool and a nice experience..

Alrite, just after reading a fren's blog, i guess things are going way out of hand.. Was it a wise move or a grave mistake for telling stuff to her about YI? I mean i can see wad i can see and damn, VS is in sort of.... I can't even explain it! What can i do to make VS change her mind? Though she did tell me before that telling her won't change anything, but still, i won't wanna see the same thing happening again rite? Since my first experience was already a killer and a painful one.. She knew my situation and understood wad i said to her.. And i really appreciate a part when she said that i was the nicest guy out there.. Didn't know that in her eyes, i was still that "nicest" guy.. Thought i was already condemned after so many things that happened before..

So before things actually go out of control, what can i do to convince VS that things will go out of control if the matter is still ongoing? My case was already crazy and painful enough.. I really dun wanna see the same thing happening again..