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Me, Myself And I
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BeN a.k.a NoWaKi

"LoVe OnLy HuRtS mE eVeRyTiMe" yOu MurMur
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KnOw YoUr WeAkNeSs AnD yOu'Ll BeCoMe StRonG
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Thursday, January 17, 2008!
A Dream Or A Nightmare?


Its been 2 weeks since i last blogged and lately there weren't much firecalls which is a good sign.. Just more paramedics and ambulance going out to help people with medical attention.. HehE~! I was on leave 2 days ago so i had ample time to wad i want to do most..

Lets go on to the topic of the title today.. I had a dream last nite where i couldn't different shape whether is it a good or a bad one.. A dream where i used to have a crush on this person (The fact is i do not even know whether i still have a crush on her).. My dream started when i was getting ready for a jog and doing warm-ups before i start.. Then my crush and her fren was walking along the pathway passing me in PT attire.. They weren't perspiring so my guess was they were also warming up before they start jogging.. I was ready to jog and so i started and caught up with them still walking.. I ran passed them and then about 2 seconds later, i heard them saying "Come, lets get started already!".. So they caught up with me a little and her fren said that she wanted to go ahead first.. So my crush and I ended up jogging together and we talked alot during the jog.. When i knew her, I wasn't very close to her so we didn't talk much(In real life).. But this time it was different, we talked alot about ourselves and also had alot of fun talking to each other while jogging at the same time.. The next thing i remember was that my dream suddenly "brought" me and my crush into a car, where she was lying half-conscious in my arms and her fren was in the front seat.. I do not know who the driver was as i directed most of my concern on my crush.. I asked her fren "Doesn't she have a boyfriend?" Her fren told me they were no more together and so my guess that she was lying in my arms was she didn't take care of herself after they broke off.. (In real life, I saw a guy fetching her back from work before and my guess was that is her boyfriend) My face was near her face for some reason after that and then her head tilted out with her mouth trying to touch mine.. As if it was like her last kiss to me or something and so i kissed her as well..

With my eyes closed and awhile later, my hands were touching her face, but that's when sort of my nightmare came.. While my hands were on her face, i felt that her face was very rough for some reason.. I didn't believe it at first and with my eyes still closed, my hands were going for her forehead instead.. That part was kind of rough too(The roughness felt like she had dimples on her face).. Then i opened my eyes to see it for myself.. It was quite shocking but wad i saw was that her face colour changed to abit greyish, her face filled with look alike dimple scars(That explains the roughness of it) and with her eyes half-opened.. As if she was like dying and that's where dream ended and i woke up.. I wasn't perspiring or anything but just felt more sleepy and almost when back to sleep..

Its a wierd dream but i felt like this dream was kind of a deja vu.. I dreamt something like this before(Only the jogging part).. But that was like way long ago.. So i wonder if something was going to happen to my crush.. I'll see how things will go.. CiaoZZ~!

8:50 AM
NoWaKi
Tuesday, January 01, 2008!
Happy New Year 2008!


First of all Happy New Year to everyone~! Its the new year 2008 and wish that everyone and myself have a blissful year ahead.. As usual today is my first day off and i just woke up from my long nap since i came back from station at about 12.30pm.. Celebrated new year in the fire post.. LoL~!

Since my last blog entry, was kind of busy with frens and work in the station.. Just after my last entry, i had a week's period of leave and that was the time when Cedric's chalet and birthday was on.. Although it was only a night on the 21st Dec, the main organizers who were Cedric, Alex and myself was rushing to get some utensils, food and dricks for the chalet.. It was quite hectic throughout but everything went well after settling with the food and stuff.. During the chalet period, most of Cedric's platoon mates came by and along with some of his friends.. Our other frens came by too and it was quite lively there.. Met quite a few new frens there and find that they are a bunch of very interesting people.. Didn't sleep that night too coz Cedric got a bottle of Martell out of nowhere and asked a few of us to join in a game and whoever loses have to drink up.. That part was kind of danger as i can't really hold down my liquor.. Fortunately throughout the whole game, i only drank twice if i'm not wrong.. Only so happen or luckily, its the birthday boys who lost most of the time (There were a few birthday boys besides Cedric).. I was a little hot after the drink and just closed my eyes in the room awhile.. But i ended up not sleeping after that for some reason.. Started talking to one of Cedric's frens and there were lots of noise since everyone was doing something.. So i guess that's y i couldn't sleep..

After the chalet which was on a Sat, there were only 5 people left and they are Cedric, Sui Kai, Wendy, Hui Xian and myself.. We went to BK for breakfast before heading back home to end the day.. Had alot of fun in the chalet and it felt real good to meet so many interesting people.. On that very night, Cedric came down with a fever after taking an afternoon nap.. The plan was Alex, Jeremy, Cedric and myself wanted to go HIGH for LAN gaming but only ended up without Cedric at the scene.. So we played til late and ended the day again.. The next day, Cedric and Jeremy came over my house to chill a little around in the late afternoon.. And Cedric came up with a plan again to go HIGH for gaming in the night.. I was like so afraid that i might actually go broke during that week since it was over my budget limit.. But we all still went with Alex along and Ver played from home so we made up into a team of 5..

Went back to work on Christmas day.. Didn't mind since i've had my long "holiday" and my work is based on shift timing.. One thing good was on public holidays there will be no drills and exercises.. So that's the advantage of working on a public holiday.. I only attended one rescue call on the 28th Dec where a toddler accidentally locked himself in the kitchen.. So cute~! He doesn't know how to open back the transparent sliding door leading to the kitchen so we had to break open the lock.. And it was running around looking at us wondering who are we.. LoL~!

Yup that's about it up til now and again wish a Happy New Year to everyone~! Ciaoz~!

5:55 PM
NoWaKi