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Me, Myself And I
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BeN a.k.a NoWaKi

"LoVe OnLy HuRtS mE eVeRyTiMe" yOu MurMur
ArE yOu AfRaId To BeLiEvE, sO yOu CrY?
KnOw YoUr WeAkNeSs AnD yOu'Ll BeCoMe StRonG
BeLiEvE wItHoUt FeAr, AnD yOu'Ll FiNd TrUe LoVe

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Monday, May 21, 2007!
Aishiteruze Baby


Recently i have became sort of an anime freak.. Kept downloading animes to watch.. I downloaded romance, school and action animes.. Some horror ones too.. I've been more into romance and school animes and things just started coming into my mind.. And realising that loneliness has come into my life for a long time..Plus i miss school life alot when u get to meet different people around..

I just finished watching the anime series called "Aishiteruze Baby" and its a combination of romance and school.. Its about this high school guy started looking after a 5 years old girl while also managing his school life.. His school life wasn't really a school life to him, its more on going there to "flirt" with the girls as he passes his time.. (Its more on the girls going to him coz he's made handsome in the anime) But as time goes by, he became serious and went steady with a girl whom actually the both of them were silently in love with each other.. As time goes by, the guy did not realise that he is neglecting his girl as the kid always wants the guy to be only by her side most of the time..(He was also forced by his family to take care of her) But his girl was understanding and to cut the long story short, the 3 of them finally got along together and it became a happy ending.. Though this anime was released 3 years ago, its a touching anime as the past of the his girlfriend and the kid isn't a happy one and because of this high school guy, their life was brighten up alot..

After i watched finished the anime, i realised that my expectation became alot higher.. Its about the way they made his girlfriend's character that is very much to my liking, u could say its almost perfect for me.. Sort of "fell in love" with this girl character.. I know when people read this, they will think i'm nuts and daydreaming.. But this is one of the place where i can express my feelings and i actually wanted to tell my friends about missing school life, my loneliness and i needed a girlfriend, just somehow i can't say and get one.. If u want to know what characterism she has, i'll list it out below..

Girl's physical look and character:
- Big eyes with double eyelids
- Long straight hair
- Great figure
- Sexy and soft-spoken voice
(Can't describe the voice so only i know)
- A little cool character
- Innocent, cute/pretty looking
- Shy but actually wanting it
- Don't smile often
(I wonder why i like this kind)
- Reserved
- Serious
- Hardworking
- Independent
- Has a good angry attitude
- Very loyal to her guy
- Honest at all times
- Fashion smart
- Caring and observant
- Understanding

Aishiteruze baby~!
(The kid Yuzuyu, High school guy Kippei and his girlfriend Kokoro)

What i meant about the good angry attitude is that she still thinks of me even in a long term angry mood and knows how to express a face saying that she is angry, walks away normally after that and making me chase her to say sorry.. Plus while i'm saying sorry, she would list out my mistakes without even raising her voice..(That's when the soft-spoken tone comes in) She will still show her cute angry face at me while i explain my reasons, kiss her lips while sort of asking for forgiveness and telling me "Don't think you're forgiven just yet" with a cool, innocent and soft attitude.. HeHE~!

Well, this is the list of what i expect from a girl..(No wonder my heart has never spark for a while now coz there hasn't been a girl whom i know that has all these characters) I guess people reading this must be thinking "Oh my, forget about finding a girlfriend!".. Plus i'm not good looking or have anything special about me.. I wonder y my expectation has became this high.. But well, just hoping for that someone to appear in my life..


3:44 PM
NoWaKi
Friday, May 18, 2007!
The Fire Post And My Friends


Came back from duty about 2 hours ago and have not been blogging since the start of May.. HeHE~! (Someone's complaining at my tag on the right.. :p) Ever since i was posted out to the fire station about a month and a half ago, i have always been staying and doing my duties in the station.. But yesterday was somehow different as i was being posted to Pasir Ris Fire Post for the first time.. Its a small branch where only the LF(Red-Rhino) and an ambulance is station there for any calls nearby.. Tampines has a fire post too, just that i wasn't assigned to that one..

The fire post acts as a "back up" for the fire station for example if the location of the fire is too far from the station, the fire post will turnout to that location for a quicker response to the call.. So its sort of a "back up" for fire and ambulance calls... The routines in the post is almost the same as wad we do in the station.. Of course during drill time in the morning, it will be in the station itself but after that we will head out to the fire post with the LF... Hehe~! Only things that are different is that during PT time which is about 4-6pm, its not PT for us.. Its either watching TV or sleeping on the sofa and standing by at the same time for any calls.. Thats the good part i guess, the bad part is that someone must always be at the front desk even during the hours where everybody is sleeping.. And no way that the person looking after the front desk can fall asleep as he has to answer calls and watch out for any stangers who is suspiciously hanging around the LF.. Its about 2 hours shift per person though, but still we dun feel enough sleep when we headed back to the station in the morning at 5.30am..

Alright enough about my work, talk about my life now.. Friends come into the picture and things are going kind of topsy turvy.. Jerk(Jeremy) who is going into NS soon wasn't worried about anything, except one.. Chun!(Jerk's girlfriend) As he is going to the Navy to serve his NS for 2 years, most of the time he will be overseas and there will be times that he will be away for at least 2 to 3 months.. He told me that Chun has been in low moral and depression ever since she knew about this.. She has been telling to Jerk why was he not posted to SCDF to become a fire-fighter like me so that Jerk will be working 1 day and get 2 days off, plus i would be able to guide and look after him if he became a fire-fighter and is being posted to my station.. Or why not the SPF as there are Jerk's friends in the force whom he is close with and will still be in Singapore.. Plus he's most likely going home everyday if he is in SPF.. Gave him some advice on how he can deal with the situation.. Hope it works though.. Ver just broke up with her boyfriend.. Unexpected turn of events, but she told me that she couldn't take it anymore.. Her boyfriend even gave her a slap before he left her.. They lasted from when i enlisted into NS til just recently.. There were stories from her saying that her boyfriend is possesive and some other stuff that i dunnoe how to put it in words.. OoPS~!

Cedric has been in camp even during his weekends so rarely we get to see him.. Alex has been into alot of his work in NS and so his weekends were burned sometimes.. So many things change and i just hope that everything will be fine for the next few weeks to come..


11:08 AM
NoWaKi
Thursday, May 03, 2007!
A Traumatic Mistake


First of all came back this morning from my 24 hrs duty this morning.. Though i thought things would go as usual when i'm working in the station, but things doesn't seem to be going well yesterday.. Yesterday morning when i went to work, had a scenario drill and though everything was successful, i realised that i disappointed my superior while doing the drill... But in the end, he told me that i did well.. (I wonder if that's really true)

As things go by and the usual stuff that we always used to do until around in the evening, the fire alarm sounded and i went for the fire call.. Its a unit fire and the fire was put out by neighbours while on the way there as the fire is only at a portion of one's house corner.. Arrived at the scene and my section Duty Officer, who is my Deputy Rota Commander(DRC) did a thorough investigation of how the fire started.. Took awhile though as he had to take photos and stuff.. Neighbours were all around there and gossiping.. (Although the neighbour's daugther was kind of hot.. HehE~! oOPS~!) My Officer Commanding also came down to the fire scene to take a look at the situation.. While everything was going on, i made one of the biggest mistake as an NS men.. I was talking to the neighbour who put out the fire and just discuss about how lucky this house was and if she didn't put out the fire, the whole unit will be burned down and stuff.. From then i was sort of "stopped" from my DRC from talking to the neighbours and prepared to go back to base... While everyone boarded the pumper, my DRC turned back and gave me a very big scolding with the "F%#K" word in it.. My SecCom and other Rota mates got into quite a shocked state when suddenly my DRC turned behind and yelled at me... He kept explaining the facts about why we shouldn't talk to the neighbours as only the highest ranking personnel is the only one that is doing the talking.. When we were about to leave, my DRC forgot to take one of the particulars from one of the neighbours and went down with my SecCom to go up and ask for it.. While they went off, 2 of my superiors came and sat beside me and discussed about wad happen and told me that we weren't supposed to talk to the neighbours around.. I told them i didn't know about this and they told me it wasn't my fault since i didn't know and its ok.. They even told me not to take it to heart about the scolding from my DRC as they sort of knew it was a big blow to me.. Well, u could say it was one since he yelled at me and its the biggest scolding i ever got since i enlisted into NS...

Kind of a traumatic case for me cause ever since that scolding, i didn't have the appetite to eat my dinner.. Though i only ordered something light, i would always have a bigger meal.. Well, i took this as a lesson and somehow up til now, i still see the image of my DRC scolding me upside down in my head.. And that made me sort of like a "chill going up my spine".. Guess i have to take a few days to get over it.. Just need a little time around..


7:23 PM
NoWaKi
Tuesday, May 01, 2007!
Kage Kara Mamoru On Labour Day


hEhE~! Its Labour Day today and everyone who were working hard finally had a holiday..(Well, not everyone i guess) Tml is the start of my next duty and i practically could say that i spent my 2 off days staying at home playing games and watching anime.. lOL~! But its bad for health since i'm always facing the 4 corners of my room all day long..

Anyways during my last duty, I had a fall while playing soccer and sprained my left ankle.. Fortunately, there wasn't any fire call or there will be lots of problem coming up for me.. Now my ankle is about 70-80% healed thanks to my dad who has been rubbing medicated oil on my wound a few times.. Guess i'm considered quite fit for duty tml, but still trying not to push myself too hard.. Talking about watching anime, i recently downloaded an anime called "Kage Kara Mamoru" and it just finished downloading the whole series of it.. It has 12 episodes altogether and the madness about me was... I watched the whole series straight from episodes 1-12.. @_@~! (My eyes are like the guy with the specs in the pic below) The title of the show means "Protecter from the Shadows" and "Mamoru" is a name.. Hehe~! Its a show that consist of this ninja protecting a girl secretly and hiding his identity from her since they were childhood friends.. Its a 400 years old mission for that ninja family to protect that girl's family so yeah.. Basically that's wad the story is about.. But of coz it has its touching scenes and stuff..

Overall i would give the show's rating 8.5/10.. HeHE~! I admit that its an interesting and hilarious show.. Oh yeah and SO coincidentally that the girl's birthday is on the 1st of May.. Practically its today when i started watching the show.. LOl~! That's y my title for this entry goes along with the date, which is also Labour Day.. HAHA~! Ciaoz~!


Kage Kara Mamoru~!

(The guy in the middle is the ninja who protects the girl in pick hair)



7:56 PM
NoWaKi